a headache again

there's so many things to write but doesn't really know how to put it down. darn how will i write a book then??

my head has been spinning for days now. the only reason that stop me from visitingthe dr was that the last time they said nothing's wrong so i will just swallow tylenol and hope it gets better. well i did insemination like 2 weeks back hoping to conceive but my best friend decided to pay a visit few days ago what a dissapointment. my neck is swelling no luck in the pregnancy department and to top that the wheather has been kind of foggy these days. rahul is still up north till late evening today so i am not sure whether we will make it to the so call national day celebration for the so call 2nd class citizen how could that be? hhmmmm wonder why no one complaint of the present management .

last monday i went to fill in bank application form for employment when i went there they send me somewhere else and then the next one send me again to another place what a dupe. when i set an appointment for the test the day they will have on will be the day that i will be flying to new york i guess i am gonna have to try to get another date. the bad thing about this employment i have to work on saturday also that if i get it and at minimum wage. i wonder why did i trouble myself going through all this. maybe i should have just gone home. i guess we can't have the best of both world.......tbc