another rumble in east bay

with hubby


my partner in crime :-))


here's a picture of me and my sister in law rucha in singapore.


when u think life should be getting better it heads down the hill like a bullet train. i am not comfortable to expose or write minutes by minutes of my life. maybe i can tell some of it though.

got an interview call from cal state berkeley when i was in austin and the guy who call me really wants me to come for the interview i thought maybe i should not go cause he cant promised me the position but then he called me again the second time so i decided well i'll fly back and see what happen. went for the interview with the director. sat for 45 minutes answer sessions. and he said he will get back to me by friday last friday mind you or monday (that was yesterday) but he did not call he did not mail me. so i guess i did not get the job. either i am not preety enough or he found no chemistry with me cause he said on the phone he needs to seeme to see whetehr there is chemistry. weird huh?

anyway i am upset i feel like there's no hope for me. but i have my pillar i pray and i hope God hear my prayer and my doa's

clock is really ticking on us. my biological clock also is running really fast

i am really sad there will never be a right time for that there's always something. i know when we are not grateful with life with what we have God will take away what we have to teach us a lesson and he's doing that now.

I now i need to write more often but i am sort of lost in my own world. my brain is getting really rusty.and nor amount of braso will be able to make it shine again. I am trying to figure out my life's journey. and trying to figure out how to put songs on my blog. sucks computer illeterate.

ciao