Thursday, July 22, 2004

an interviews and the doctor

been trying to create my own blog for a while. learn how to do website but i guess this one is easier than that. talk about lazy :-)

was called for an interview a couple of weeks back claims assistant at one of theinsurance company the work that in my previous company done by the clerks. after first test i passed and go on to 2nd test and passed and need to come back for more interviews. wow it took 3 hours for both tests and i was already drained up. the next week attend the the other interview a written test, clients interview and 2 one two one and after 3 1/2 hours was told that they will give me the results after 2 weeks. went back and send them a thank you cardsas advise by an interview site. what can i say i don't have to wait that long before the reply comes saying in a short and uninvitating letter that the position have been filled and there's no more opening. i guess budak mak salleh tu jugak yang dapat the job. racist??? rasanya macam tulah. i am just down and don't feel like applying for any more jobs now tired of it i guess .

since rahul is not home during the week due to work commitment i have the time to do all the errand that was what i was thinking till on tuesday nite after dinner at kak nor's house came back and meet up with kak rose and family then after they left i tried to sleep with a light headache after taking a couple of tylenol bad move was not able to sleep and early in the morning call rahul told him i have a bad headache but since he's away i guess i have to deal with it myself. call dr chang but the office is still closed till 9 am so at 8.30 i decided to go straight to his office with fainting feeling nausea vomitting and all. he took me in and refer me to the emergency room by 9.30 was admitted to the ER and thank God the dr was good looking :-) he suspected i have bleeding in the brain so he ordered a ct scan with me arguing that i can walk all the way and they said its either you go on the bed or we push u on a wheel chair cause i can't walk properly basically . after the scan he gave me a morphine shot that does not do anything at all and the pain just keep lingering on so i asked for another and still it does not take effect but they asked me to lied down and after that my blood pressure goes up and down and my pulse was making music on its own, every 5 minutes there will be someone at the room. and i keep telling him despite all the grogines that i want to go back and they said if i still asked to leave they will put a guard at my room cause they need to observe me cause my pain did not subside. atlast at 4 pm he came and said i can go but someone need to pick me cause i can't walk on my own. well i guess i have to tell someone then thought of keeping it quiet called kak nor and she came with kak ani and take me home to kak ani's. stay there for the nite. was sleeping most of the time till morning .