thanksgiving weekend

well thanksgiving weekend suppose to be on of the best weekend to do shopping. believe it or not that was not in my agenda these days. haven't been shopping for a while now hhmm like almost 3 months.

hubby have to work nite shift from thursday from 6-6 so basically we are not going anywhere.
last weekend dorje and tashi came over for 3 days. we went to napa and around san francisco and on sunday we went to get pani puri they said its the best in bay area in freemont.

today just like any other day. life stand still. as long as we are in these shit we will be like this. They said God show his punishment sometimes while ur still in this world and I guess these is some kind of punishment that we can see for not being grateful with what we have.

weather is kind of nasty today very cold and i can see that even in target there's a lot of people doing their post thanksgiving shopping with sale and alldespite the cold weather. But I guess its ok if i cant go shopping as long as our life turn out good at the end of these painful journey that we are experiencing rite now

another rumble in east bay

with hubby


my partner in crime :-))


here's a picture of me and my sister in law rucha in singapore.


when u think life should be getting better it heads down the hill like a bullet train. i am not comfortable to expose or write minutes by minutes of my life. maybe i can tell some of it though.

got an interview call from cal state berkeley when i was in austin and the guy who call me really wants me to come for the interview i thought maybe i should not go cause he cant promised me the position but then he called me again the second time so i decided well i'll fly back and see what happen. went for the interview with the director. sat for 45 minutes answer sessions. and he said he will get back to me by friday last friday mind you or monday (that was yesterday) but he did not call he did not mail me. so i guess i did not get the job. either i am not preety enough or he found no chemistry with me cause he said on the phone he needs to seeme to see whetehr there is chemistry. weird huh?

anyway i am upset i feel like there's no hope for me. but i have my pillar i pray and i hope God hear my prayer and my doa's

clock is really ticking on us. my biological clock also is running really fast

i am really sad there will never be a right time for that there's always something. i know when we are not grateful with life with what we have God will take away what we have to teach us a lesson and he's doing that now.

I now i need to write more often but i am sort of lost in my own world. my brain is getting really rusty.and nor amount of braso will be able to make it shine again. I am trying to figure out my life's journey. and trying to figure out how to put songs on my blog. sucks computer illeterate.

ciao