hospital again 11

well i ended up staying in the hospital for 2 days and truth it feels like years.
the food sucks the service is good apart from that bad experience in the emergency room. i think i am more sicker now since they gave me too much antibiotic which i have to take till today.

amazing i have so much time now since i am all alone but i don't really have an idea what to write. neways that whole week we ended up eating food from restaurant. RB will go and get breakfast in the morning, lunch at noon and dinner in the evening since i can't walk and that means i can't go out. most of the time i'm either sleeping or lying around. the good thing is i lost some weight not much but atlest something. call my mom last nite she's not been keeping well also. she fell a few outside while feeding the chicken a few weeks ago. she said she's old and boyak or in english she's not walking or standing that good anymore. i feel so sad i really want to go home badly, i missed everyone back home, and when i check that immigration site it still says they doing the 2002 receipt date.When am i gonna get the green card.) for those who wants to check US immigration site here's the link I guess they will have a kenduri doa selamat before fasting month without me. :-((

oh ya today i saw the newspaper about ms yasmin khan achievement in business. i admire her since i use to work with her even for a short time during my stint with GE. she's a good person . gave me her no so that i can call her at home which i did but she's not home then i lost it that was ages ago and today i saw her again. she remind me of jelly bean. she always have it on her table. i actually e-mailed her present office through their general comment website hopefully she will get the message. that is an iron lady wish i can do something like that.

today for lunch and dinner i actually ate yesterday's food. it sucks to eat alone but what can i do...and waiting for RB's call . that guy he can't keep his words. he said he will call me today morning and i waited and he never call. but that is not a surprise to me. it makes me sad and mad..lost for words.........

hospital again! yucks

its been a while since i last update this site.

has not been keeping well lately. remember we did insemination a few weeks back well that does not work instead i got an infection from it which cause my tummy to swell and hurts so bad that i can barely walk. start from thursday 9/2/04 until monday labor day 9/6 when hubby took me to the hospital and they thought i had a bladder infection what a misdiagnosis. went back took the medicine and walaaa it went from bad to worse i can't even lie down. that afternoon k.nor and family came to swim since i am unwell i had to missed it ggrrr i love swimmingi do it everyday if weather permits. so at around 10 at nite rahul took me to the emergency room and i thought my pain will end there without seeing the dr because of the waiting time that we have to suffer. went in at around 12 he's already loosing his patient and what about me hello! just that i don't have the energy to shout at these people darn it.

once i am in i still have to wait for hours and that dumb idiot who put the iv on me was not a good jabber. i was in more pain from that than my tummy. after hours of waiting and express of disatisfaction from him to the nurse they told me i had a uterus infection and at 5 am they said i need to be admitted for further test so there i went. guess what time they wheel me to the ward almost 7 what an expensive wait.

there on i was put on iv since they not sure what antibiotic to give until directed by my ob. they gave me antibiotic no doubt but for the pain "nada" unles i requested from them. babe ended up missing his flight and missing his work up north since he need to be with me before all the calls start coming asking him to do what else..... works. to be continued since ia m tired now

is it foggy? 

a headache again

there's so many things to write but doesn't really know how to put it down. darn how will i write a book then??

my head has been spinning for days now. the only reason that stop me from visitingthe dr was that the last time they said nothing's wrong so i will just swallow tylenol and hope it gets better. well i did insemination like 2 weeks back hoping to conceive but my best friend decided to pay a visit few days ago what a dissapointment. my neck is swelling no luck in the pregnancy department and to top that the wheather has been kind of foggy these days. rahul is still up north till late evening today so i am not sure whether we will make it to the so call national day celebration for the so call 2nd class citizen how could that be? hhmmmm wonder why no one complaint of the present management .

last monday i went to fill in bank application form for employment when i went there they send me somewhere else and then the next one send me again to another place what a dupe. when i set an appointment for the test the day they will have on will be the day that i will be flying to new york i guess i am gonna have to try to get another date. the bad thing about this employment i have to work on saturday also that if i get it and at minimum wage. i wonder why did i trouble myself going through all this. maybe i should have just gone home. i guess we can't have the best of both world.......tbc

hawaii

a lesson on water ride never learn 

oyster and us

catalina landing

At last we decided to go to catalina island off coast of long beach about 45 minutes by express ferry or like the one we took almost 1 hour and 40 minutes which was a bad idea. On the way there it was still ok the water was rough pacific ocean what do u expect? And once we reach there its seems that everything that have to be done involve water and since we do not have any changing clothes we just go around the island. Its preety nice, water was clear but after a few hours we were clueless as to waht to do.
On the way back its was awful the water was worse than before the waves keep coming inside the ferry and both of our tummy were making its own music. To puke or not to puke...hmmmm and we promise ourselves that it'll be the last time we go to catalina island by that ferry the next time its the choper or the express boat.. rite ... anyway one of the pictures that we took overlooking catalina landing on a bright day u can see where we live from there .. i think so :-)