love this picture from erithria 

mailed mr.sanuddin(bro in law) in erithrea and asked him to get me a local picture from there hopefully he'll find a good one for me. Very interested in photography lately. still looking for a good camera for me to take over the crown from my old minolta. :-)))

i like this pose with yati during their farewell party 

my name is mamat 

i think they look almost alike my nephew and bonnie's son


noah 

wednesday

already in bed but could not sleep as always but tonite is a bit different i am feeling very uneasy i don't know why. its like 11.30 p.m here in long beach. missing my honey
bee  hopefully he's in dreamland already cause knowing him, he rarely sleep also.Insa'Allah this uneasy feeling is nothing maybe just because i am lonely. Its hard when RB travel every week. We missed each other so much. Listening to this song rite now" atlast my love has come along" not sure whose the singer.

Was reading other peoples blog. I am wandering where they get all the ideas to write what they wrote. Maybe its just me feeling older hhmmm...not that old.

My honey will be home tomorrow. this weekend will be a long one cause of memorial day holiday. try to get ticket for malaysia and india but sold out well we will try other agent. Well see.

Errmm i am watching x-files again. i think i watched it already they keep repeating the same thing and i am still watching it haaaaaa what does that tell? That i like fox mulder hahahahaha. naarrr.

went shooping today well not really just went to victoria secret to get azure's undies and bought some lipstick for my sis. i've decided not to get too many things this time cause we will be going to india also and maybe i can get my family a nice bangles and saree so they can make their baju kurung. Yet to get that armani shirt for lili. as the counsel for a popular actress/model I know the importance of wearing a good set of clothing for appearance. heheheh hopefully when they famous i can tumpang work at their firm also maybe i should open up my own. that's the dilemma..


sms my niece shasha she's suppose to send me her b/f's picture hhmmm they all grown up so fast. or maybe time move so fast nowadays . Could it be the end of the world are just around the corner. Oh yaaa we went to watch star wars the day it was released darrnn it ... it sucks big time except for hayden christiansen whose so good looking i don't think its worth it and still it breaks box office collection hhmmm must be from all the star wars junkies.

I am still trying to upload clock in my blog and somehow i just could not figure out how to do it. have to wait for rb i guess.


we plan to go to the outlet mall this friday for some shooping if we are in the mood. Maybe i should start cooking for tomorrow already hehehehe at 12 am in the morning. ayayaya.

i think if i have this blog a few years back year 2000 when i was still crazy about chatting i am so sure i will write so many stuff. that's always the case

scribbles

weekend came and gone without us knowing it. RB back in ohio again. My bro in law Mr. Sanuddin called on saturday from africa. u see he's been posted there by the UN but we missed his call shall I say RB missed it. Also on saturday back in Ulu Tiram Johor his eldest son was having his army commission he's now a Lieutenant how times flies. He was a small boy with a dimple not long ago now he's all grown up. Called everyone at home on saturday. On sunday drop my dear RB to the airport like always. Monday came and I have another job send the car to the workshop for brek check and i totally forgot about it till almost 3 p.m. so i decided to wait while they services the car . after almost 2 hours, 2 slices of pizza and a bottle of sobe carrot already went down my tummy and not forgetting 130dollars our car got itself a new brake.

Tuesday came sms fazli and shahsa, and Mr sanuddin called for a while . he got stuck in the flood in berentu, erithria so could not go back home. Where's Erithria? Check out http://www.asmera.nl/


i have not been able to sleep lately meaning i normally sleep around 4 to 5 in the morning but last nite i decided i need to try to sleep for my health and manage to doze off at almost 1 a.m at 6.30 got sms from fazli asking for rb's no. then went back to sleep for a while.i don't know what's wrong but i am out of things to write

to do

we booked our travel to florida for the 9th of june till the 14th, yet to figure out where we will go once we there. now looking for ticket for boston so we can be there for rahul's friend's reunion on the 18th of june. then need to find ticket to go back home for holiday to malaysia and india. planning to go to agra taj mahal will tell about it later if we manage to go there.

Stuff

well we sold our condo officially in january. our feeling. sad? not really we don't really missed the place but we missed the view, the ocean. And everytime we feel our present apartment is too small that is when we will missed our our place.


Other events.

1) Yati, yahya and family finally left for malaysia for good. i wish one of these day we will be able to do the same also. Here's some of our picture at the party more picture link to their farewell party

2) We went to New York sometimes in February for the weekend. A vibrant city but pack and cold during winter. But one of the best place for shopping. We also went to chicago a few weeks after that actually in April also for the weekend. Trust me its very windy. Prepare yourself.

background new york central park
pics

3) Found out I was pregnant but happiness doesn't last long. Had a miscarriage. Well what to do nothing that we can control. Sad? yes but hey I am strong . Am I??

TRUST

what do we understand with this word TRUST? confusion is part and parcel of life or we allow confusion to be a part of our life?